Is there an inner or outer state?

Let us, for the sake of this writing, assume that there is. I have said at times that if one looks at their external state, it is a reflection of what is going on internally. Could, then, a shift in our internal state bring about a change in our external state and circumstances? The answer to this is a resounding yes. Taken further, if we were to examine this a little more deeply, we would see that the apparent external and internal states are in fact one and the same. That there is no demarcation line. That in the dream, there appears the idea that our internal state affects our external state and so forth, but it is in fact porous - leading us to ask, ‘where does one start and one end and vice versa?’

In this apparent play, no one state is in ascendency. They rise and fall as needed. Our internal state affects our external environment and our external environment affects our internal state. Each like the wave, rising and falling as is, but upon closer examination, being seen that it is not separate from the whole.

This collapsing of boundaries shows us both are one and the same, simply appearing to be separate and different, but in fact apparent appearances in the one reality.

I am and I contain multitudes.

A breath taken deeply became breath work. A moment of relaxation became meditation and when we felt grateful for just being, it became an attitude of gratitude. As we took what occurred in us naturally and controlled, codified and systemised it, we moved further and further from who we truly were. The story became pre-eminent and what was unnatural became natural and the natural became unnatural.

Yet, in this, the original breath, the original moment of relaxation and that original feeling of gratitude which emanated, naturally remained. Like a shining star above the wasteland guiding all those who felt it back to a place they never left and could never forget. That familiarity; that home can never be forgotten regardless of how much we control, codify and systemise the human experience.

By controlling the human experience, by conditioning the mind, we fail to realise that this appears as an aspect of consciousness - a sliver of consciousness - but what we are is immeasurable. If the drop feels it is only a drop then it is lost. If it sees that its actual nature is the ocean, it can never be lost. Always finding its way home. Only to realise in waking up from the dream, that regardless of how enticing the dream was, it was just a dream.

I cannot be controlled, codified or systemised. I am and I contain multitudes.

Life’s perfect timing

I am letting go of all that I once thought I could never let go of and yet, when I look at what is occurring, I see it is a natural movement. I see that so many of us want to let go, to accept and to be, and yet, because it is the illusory character wishing to do this, there comes with it an impatience and resistance. Impatience as we want everything on our timing and resistance because when inevitably we go against our natural way of being, there is resistance.

What then to do? Firstly, recognise that everything is perfect as it is right now even if it appears that it is not. Realise, too, that letting go or acceptance happens, not from the viewpoint of the story, but from our natural way of being and, as such, it occurs as and how it needs to. Life’s timing is perfect; our resistance to it comes from impatience which stems from a mind that, like a petulant child, wants everything now, now, now. If, however, we can recognise that life acts as and how and with the upmost efficiency, we can see that it’s “timing” is perfect and that if we trust that life takes care, then everything occurs as and how needed. Things simply flow and happen with the upmost efficiency and ease. All that is needed is a trusting and sensitivity to the moment. This perfect moment that you truly are and in which everything is happening as and how it is needed.

Have you ever been present?

Have you ever been present? Simply sitting without intention, thought, or need for any outcome. To rest as you are with no one to witness this resting. Realising that this attaining or wanting enlightenment is a desire that can never be fulfilled. Realising that there is no one to even enlighten. That in the so-called moment of annihilation, nothing has occurred to no one or no-thing. That any attempt to even speak or point to this is the epitome of futility and yet, the paradox is that speaking and pointing will keep happening; all pointers and practices are ultimately redundant, although, they play a part in helping no one to realise the redundancy of the search.

That we can look at this topic from as many different angles we wish. From the Sufi who whirls to the Monk sitting silently in meditation. Each expression is valid and yet, completely worthless and there is no one who can lay claim to this truth, so that even the hierarchy that exists cannot exist here.

That ultimately this is what everyone seeks whether meditating, accumulating wealth, in relationships or at the bottom of a bottle. All want that moment to themselves to claim - to covet -and to say they know, and, yet we already know. Covered as this knowing may be with conditioning, belief, upbringing, or education.

In this not knowing, we all know and, as such, pointers exist to point back to the very answer you seek.

You!

Claude Monet ~ The Railroad Bridge at Argenteuil

The Rise of the Machines

The rise of AI can be seen as nothing more than the illusion believing itself to be real and creating life like the source it emanates from. Similar to a dream within a dream, AI allows the dreamer to reinforce separation and the belief that the dream is real by saying, “look, surely something temporal couldn’t create something and as it has, then it must be real.” Nothing is further from the truth. Like the Icarus effect, we are flying too close to the sun. Not realising that we are designed to overreach and in that falling from grace, we may see who we truly are. What, then, does the turbulence of this age, from the rise of AI to conflict around the world, offer us? Simply this. An opportunity to know who we truly are.